16th week: Client
I've been panicking so much lately, especially this week. I feel like at any moment I would be having a panic attack that's why I end up stopping everything that I'm doing to try to make myself relax. I've been crying at the start of the week and sometimes my insecurities get the best of me. In the fear of always failing, in the fear of not being good enough, I hope as I have my defense for wardrobing for the client, I can succeed with my groupmates. I want to be better not just to prove myself to people now, but I want to prove to myself that I am worthy to be in this course and worthy to excel. I am worthy of all the things I've been wanting but is too afraid of actually stepping up and making it happen. I want to gain strength so that I may be able to stand up and face the challenges that go my way.
