15th Week: Client

The week has been filled full of self-doubt and insecurities. I didn’t really know how to handle it. I always feel like I wasn’t good enough. I was questioning myself if I should even be in this course. It has really been something I have to deal with in order for me to get through it. Having found out my grade for the project, it saddened me. I didn’t expect it, but when I saw my grades I really did think I deserve it. It’s just that I’m really having a hard time putting my ideas into reality. I can’t really even draw what I wanted to show properly. Working on an abstract concept was such a hard task. I took a risk to create a piece like it but I guess I didn’t give my best enough. I just want to be able to create more great things and that it could be understood. Hoping that everything will fall into place soon enough. I just hope I can be strong enough for anything.

I have the urge to prove myself that I can do better in the next projects to come. Hoping that I can succeed.